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Chelseababy
Friday, January 8th 2010 2:12am
I miss my family, so incredibly much. ( Picture taken in Hong Kong )
Wednesday, January 6th 2010 11:45pm
I just got home from dropping my parents & brother off at the airport. Yeah, that means I’m gonna be here until the 18th, on the other side of the world - without them. It was bad enough that I didn’t have James & my friends with me when I was here with my family, but now I’m here without ANY of them & OMG I am crying my aching heart out right now. I’m seriously bawlin’. I was fine when we dropped them off & I kept thinking to myself that I could do it. It’d be fine. I even thought it’d be fun because it’s my first time on vacation BY MYSELF - no friends, parents, etc. But now that I’m back at the house & I realize how still/quiet everything is because my Mom’s family went back to their province as well, it makes me think of how much more fun it is to be on vacation with my friends, parents, etc. Now there’s only 6 people in a 7 story house, instead of almost 20 people. I miss everyone so much. I think I really wanna go home now. Right now.
For the first time, I feel alone.
Wednesday, January 6th 2010 11:19pm
Tuesday, January 5th 2010 10:46am
So, before my Dad was set on naming me CHELSEA, I was s’posed to be TANYA ROSE.
I was always so freakin’ glad that I wasn’t named that. I’m thankful for my Dad’s addiction to Guiding Light & his discovery of the name Chelsea. I don’t think I look anything like a Tanya. o_O
BUT, I found out why they were gonna name me Tanya Rose - because of my Grandmothers. My Dad’s Mom’s name is Antonia ( Tanya ) & my Mom’s Mom’s name is Corazon ( Rose ). Get it ? They’re like … sound-alikes.
Now I feel bad for always dissin’ my ” old ” name. It actually had meaning behind it.
Tuesday, January 5th 2010 3:40am
It’s true. Ever since the flood, my Inang doesn’t wanna eat fish. Weird right ? When I asked her why, she said, ” Because they eat humans. ”
During the flood, she saw dead bodies floating in the water & believed that the fish fed on these bodies. So she feels like if you eat fish, it’s like eating the souls of the people who drowned.
It may sound crazy & overly superstitious to some, but it kinda broke my heart to hear her explanation. God Bless her & the people who died.
Tuesday, January 5th 2010 3:35am
I come home on the 18th, T. Sorry ! But we’ll chill when I get home or something. Down ? Sorry, I always miss the good stuff ! ‘:T
1108 though. <33
Monday, January 4th 2010 5:39am
Got my huuuurrrr did by Eric at Gemini Salon here in Baguio.
Same cut, but a bit shorter on the other side & honey peek-a-boos on my longer pieces. Idk, it’s alright. My mom was like, ” Sweet on one side, naughty on the other. ” HAHAHA ! Foreal though ? I guess she’s referring to the shorter side as sweet. WOW, thanks Ma. O_O
Monday, January 4th 2010 5:27am
